Today's is my mum's birthday, so happy birthday mum

I am feeling pretty much ok, and I am good about stuff.

I was talking to my bf about being broody, and he told me to get on the nest, and I said that I couldn't cos I had no one and I think that I may have hurt his feelings which I never meant to do, I only said that I didn't have anyone, cos I didn't want him to feel pressured in to having to be the one to father my sprogs.

I love him dearly, and I want him to give me the one thing that I am scared I can't have.

I Love You my little darling and you will see this, and I just want you to know I am sorry for being a wally when I said that, but you know why.